My blog

Didja notice that I've added pictures of myself? And there weren't any before? I decided it's stupid to pretend that those that stumble across this blog don't already know who I am. If anyone saw my posts on Facebook or beginnertriathlete.com, they could probably figure it out. It's no secret that I am the "cycling chick" among the triathletes I know.

Part of the reason for my "anonymity" was because of the depression I found myself in a couple of times. This blog has helped air some problems I've had but many that read it do know me and have met me in person. I was embarrassed by it but at the same time needed to get it out there. I'm still not gonna go around announcing it but I'll include a pic or two to make a post more interesting.

As of right now, I am not gonna be ashamed of the depression. It is part of who I am and what makes me, me. While it's not a part of me I'm crazy about, I wouldn't be the same person without it. I actually feel it helps me appreciate the good times that much better because my memory is good enough to remember the "bad" times. And I try to learn from life - if I get laid off again then my ego might take another blow but will try NOT to let it affect other aspects of my life. I am in a stable state of mind and that makes life so much easier. It's always a journey of ups and downs but the peaks and valleys are smaller - no Grand Canyon or Mount Everest to traverse. (was that cliche? whatever, it still works ;) )

While my posts might not be profound, I'm going to try to get back in the habit of doing it on a regular basis again. It helps clear my mind. The worst part is I always seem to come up with good topics while I'm driving - definitely NOT conducive to blogging. Okay, I'll stop rambling. :)